hemm , 2nd semester is already start , and now i had a photography subject TwT now , in my life i've never use camera beside just clicking the shutter button (simple camera) and i don't know types of camera T_T and the lecturer want us to get the SLR type , and looking of its expensive prize , i think i must brrow someone , muohohohh
and fortunatly , my mother's cousin had one !!!
but the problem is , his type is SONY F828 (he said its not SLR) and the lecturer want the SLR type ... T_T is that the samee ?? or very different ? do you think i still can use it as a subtitute ??


aaaaaa... my school life problem never ends , HIKS T_T
btw , i pass the 1st semester with some dissappointment T_T
2 of the subject , i only need 2 - 3 poin to get A !!! 2 / 3 poin is very small poin ... imagine in the test i pick 2 / 3 number more right (thinking harder than just fill whatever i think at first) then i can get A !!! HUHUHUHUHU
its sooooooooooooooo stressfull T_T HIKS2 HIKS2

yeah , its new year already !! dunno why but i think time move so fast , hahaha .
well , yeah , new year , new work , AHAHHAH , even in holiday (that just 10 days) i've got soooo many things to do T_T and the holiday is over now , wlcome back to work , hahahah

hmm , i think that , i must love my work so i wouldn't stressed out when working TxT but , its not that i don't like it , its the DEATHLINE (hha , death...) that i don't like T_T it making me stressed

well yeah , but these day , i fell that , oh well , just make , no complain !! and all is getting better , ahahaa .

hmm , a long time since i don't submit my work again ...


my next project is
1.making cube craft (yeah , cube!) and i got underwater theeme , can u guess what i'll make ??
2.8 drawing of bellpepper with different composition with different media !!! hohow , i really learn a loot from this T_T
3.make a table mat , glass mat , and menu book with a theme "fruity desssert cafe"
and... its MANUAL TwT

HOwHOW , hopefully with the help of God , i can do these work with the best i can , hehe

weeee , its a longg writing -_-"

HUHUHUHUH , since i learned all about art , i must learn manual too T_T
ts not like that i hate it , but I CAN'T !!!
ARGHHHHHH , using brush , poster color , watercolor T_T i really don't know how to use them , lately i have a task that force me to use poster color T_T i brushed it in my work , AND IT HAVE TEXTURE !!! like wall paint T_T
am i wrong using that poster color ? is it too sticky ? need more water ?? T_T
ARGHHHH T_T help... HUHUHUHUHU

NUOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...
Its already about 3 months since i've been in faculty of design in Binus . And...
ARGHHHH..................
its almost making me crazy T_T
everyday and everytime , i DON'T HAVE TIME to do anything i like .
I don't have time to watch tv , playing games , reading comics , etc . Every day , new task is given . And after i finished it , 'OP' another one is given... and the deadline is soooooooooooooooooo...
short T_T

HUHUHUHUHU... i'm really depressed sometime...

mmm... the things that i learned is plenty ... but most of them i learned by myself.
they just teach a little bit things to me , and expect a great result in the end . So i have to study more from outside T_T i often watch tutorial , etc . I feel like... coming to university is just to get the score T_T

HUHUHUHUHUU...
what a life...

Ukh... i don't know what to write...
hmm...
my school is finished... so ... hello to university !!
hmm...

well >.<
I don't know what's gotten into my mind lately...
I fell like.. no motivation ... NOOOOOOO
Ukh...


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